This pic was taken about 2 years ago

Were coming up on the year anniversary of my grandma's death. She is the closest person to me. This is such a weird feeling because It seems like it was just yesterday when we last talked, but I also can't believe it has been almost a year. I really don't know how i get through it. She was my whole life. I always knew i could go to her for anything. Not a day goes by that I don't talk to her and ask for her guidance. Mimi, I miss you more than words can say and I love you!

I repeat this over and over again in my head all day long. It helps me get through my anxiety ridden days!

be the bigger person...

Sometimes it is so hard to be the bigger person in a situation. I fell like I give my all to people who don't deserve it, and in the end, I am the one who gets screwed over. Well, not anymore. I have no other choice than to be okay with you just throwing this friendship away. Meanwhile, i know the truth, and when no one else was  there for you, I was. But that's on your conscience now. I've done my part. All I can hope for is that your poor little daughter doesn't have to be involved in all your crazy drama.

Who Am I You Ask?

I’m 25 years old but I am a small child on the inside

I suffer from severe panic disorder & anxiety which controls every aspect of my life

I LOVE animals. I have 3 cats and a dog. If I could i would have way more

I have always been afraid to grow up. I fear i won’t be any good at it

I have NO self confidence, which sometimes makes me a jealous person

I have a lot of love to give. And am probably the most compassionate person you will ever meet.

Even thought i more of a pessimist, i try not to be so miserable

I love art, any and all kinds. I love to draw and wish I had more time to concentrate on it.

My Grandmother is my biggest role model and I miss her more every day.

I have been smoke free for 1 year and a week! which is my biggest accomplishment so far.

My Husband is my rock, my best friend, and the only reason i want to wake up in the morning.